Confused.

I feel as though my parents don't even know me anymore. Heck, I don't even know me anymore. I have been so wrapped up with friends that I haven't taken time for myself. High school has transformed me into this strange person. I can't really describe it. I only know that when you don't recognize the person looking back in the mirror, you have officially lost your old self. For most people high school is a place to discover yourself, but not for me. I mean, I stopped reading and writing on my blog. It's like as soon as I entered high school all the things I loved, left me. Including myself. Now I am so awkward that I find I'm only sane when I am maxed out on a sugar high, or talking to adults because they actually understand where I'm coming from. Although people have said I'm a loner many times as a joke. I am that outcast. I don't know what I am going to do with my life. It is like all my plans fell through and so did my personality. I am messed up. Where is that sexy, unrealistic vampire when you need him? Save me, please.