Friday, May 11, 2012

I wish you knew that I was alive. You are so funny and nice but I will never get the chance to interact with that side of you. I just have to face walking next to you in the hall and not saying a word. Looking at you and feeling the way I do, even though you are oblivious to it.
When I see him, I shiver, I wish to know him so bad. No one can understand how much I want to call him, see him, talk to him. I can't. Do you know how hard that is, not to see him or talk to him. I know I am repeating everything, but this is the way I feel and I can't help it. BND you have me hooked.
In class we are reading Romeo and Juliet. I wish my life could be expressed as their love is. Everyone laughs because they are so mussy and in love, but when I read it I want to cry. If only their love was real, and it was my life. Minus the part of dying, age difference, and rivalry.
Boy Next Door please notice me. I know you did today, but that is the first time in 3 years. And it was only because I was being loud. I want you. Mistake. I need you.

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