This passage is old. Over a year old, and it is about the same guy that my last post was about.
No one knows how bad I try to be good enough. I do one stupid thing and I realize how much people hate me. The faces, laughing, talking. I want it to stop. I want people to like me for who I am. He will never be mine and that is my fault. I will never talk to him and he will never look my way. Why do I like him? Why does it have to be him?
Here is another passage for a week later:
Guess what!! He is single again. Apparently she broke up with him, which is crazy because they were a perfect couple! I mean seriously! She let that hunk on the market! I'm remembering 7th grade at my party when I was crying. Lacey came out and said he would dance with me, and I said no. I should have said yes! That was the only chance I would have ever had to dance with him anyway. I find more and more I am thinking of him. I should really stop thinking about him. He will never be mine. I barely talk to the boy. Anyway Haley will get him soon enough. I miss him.
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