Have you ever been in love?
If someone asked me this question I would have one answer.
Once a long time ago there was a boy that made me feel special. Like I was the prettiest girl in the world, like I had it all, and then I didn't. The magical feeling I had gotten has slowly faded over the past five years. To the point that I thought my fantasies of being with him were over, but I have just recently found out that they are not. I still dream of him.
Two nights ago I had a dream like usual that I was talking about how I wasn't beautiful. I usually have these dreams and they only involve me, but this dream was different. I think it was winter, and he told me not to say things like that because I am beautiful and gorgeous. I woke as soon as he said it. Well not exactly as soon as he said it, because I kept on replaying the moment in my head probably for hours.
The weird part about having this dream is that I never remember dreams with such clarity, no I never remember dreams at all. So why did I remember him calling me beautiful?
That is why I knew I was in love with him. Why if someone asks, I can say yes I was in love once. And that is why I might renew my fondness for him, maybe this time he might feel the same way.