To you.

Dear Grandpop,

       I don't know if you can see this, but I miss you. I think about you all the time. I wish I could have met you, and I wish I could have spent time with you. I wish you were here right now so I could tell you how much I love and miss you. Sometimes I really feel like you are with me. Like you are right in front of me I just can't see you. Like now for instance. I feel that whenever I think of you, you are magically with me. Sometimes I feel like you help me through life. When the times are bad I feel like someone is watching over my shoulder. I just wish you would give me a sign so that I can know if you are here or if it is just a cold breeze. Thats really what I want. A sign. Just please let me know that my life is going to be ok, and everything will turn out like it is planned. I think you were there last year. I think you are part of the reason I am still living. I love you so much. You probably don't understand how much I wish you were her with me right now. I would tell you how much I miss you. I feel like I know you, and I just wanted you to know that. Also, when I go back to New Zealand, if you are there, please meet me at your grave. Because I do feel that you are there, and I would just like to say that if you wanted to meet me, please meet me at your grave. I love you Grandpop, and I always will. I hope you are having the best time in heaven, maybe I will be lucky enough to join you someday. We could hold our own comedy night;)Love you, more than you will ever know.

Holley.