This is for you Boy Next Door

Neighbor,
                You are the type of guy that will probably never notice me. The thing is I have noticed you. Boy next door. I remember when I would walk past your house when I was young. I would smile and sometimes wave. You probably never noticed. Why would you notice me? You are popular, on the football team, and probably one of the nicest people I will ever meet. The only time I know that you noticed me was when you waved 3 years ago. I will probably never forget that moment. It has been three years. You probably don't even realize that I'm your neighbor. But to me you are the boy next door. Even though I am just a chick down the street. I notice you. You also seem like the guy that isn't into every girl he meets unlike some people I know. I want to get to know you. I just wished you felt that same way about me.
                You see I have never had a boyfriend, or kissed anyone. I have never found that one guy that likes me for me and calls me beautiful because they really think it's true, thats the type of guy that you seem to be. I have never found the "one" or even similar to him. See every guy I have liked is now a jerk or ended up not being who I thought they were. Either they would be really nice when we were alone and not talk to me in public, or they ended up being really mean and started calling me names. Yes remember 6th grade, that was him.
              You will probably never see this, but if someone shows you, I hope you will take my offer up and get to know me, because I would like to know you.

Sincerely,
                 Girl Next door.

To you.

Dear Grandpop,

       I don't know if you can see this, but I miss you. I think about you all the time. I wish I could have met you, and I wish I could have spent time with you. I wish you were here right now so I could tell you how much I love and miss you. Sometimes I really feel like you are with me. Like you are right in front of me I just can't see you. Like now for instance. I feel that whenever I think of you, you are magically with me. Sometimes I feel like you help me through life. When the times are bad I feel like someone is watching over my shoulder. I just wish you would give me a sign so that I can know if you are here or if it is just a cold breeze. Thats really what I want. A sign. Just please let me know that my life is going to be ok, and everything will turn out like it is planned. I think you were there last year. I think you are part of the reason I am still living. I love you so much. You probably don't understand how much I wish you were her with me right now. I would tell you how much I miss you. I feel like I know you, and I just wanted you to know that. Also, when I go back to New Zealand, if you are there, please meet me at your grave. Because I do feel that you are there, and I would just like to say that if you wanted to meet me, please meet me at your grave. I love you Grandpop, and I always will. I hope you are having the best time in heaven, maybe I will be lucky enough to join you someday. We could hold our own comedy night;)Love you, more than you will ever know.

Holley.