I never realized how incredibly irritating my blogs were. Thinking back I only wrote them when I was in a bad mode or crying, but still that does not mean some guys actions needed to define me.
I'm officially out of high school, well technically I am doing Running Start so not quite. My point is I have learned a great deal. Such as guys do not define a person, and that being yourself is what really matters. Sure, I am surrounded by couples constantly, but that hasn't stopped me yet. I mean, yes it gets depressing when all my friends go out with their boyfriends and I'm alone. You know what, that is perfectly fine with me. Someday I will meet someone amazing, someone brilliant, who understands me. Perhaps I already have.
The College experience does not define me, I do. Hoping I do a damn good job because I am not a mess around kind of person, and I just want to accomplish my goals and dreams. That happens to be studying the deceased, but I have to say I would rather be a risk taker than sit around waiting for the world to notice me. I just hope the rest of the world knows they have this power as well.
