Saturday, October 27, 2012

Every time I look into your eyes, I want to faint. I may not have known you for long, but I just get a good feeling when I'm around you. To be honest I really want to hang out one on one, and definitely not with well the girl flirting with you. You don't even understand what it feels like for one of your best friends to flirt with the guy you like and hug him, and get him to kiss your feet. It kind of breaks my lonely heart. You can change that you know. I won't leave you like she did. I can stick it out. And you know you don't have to talk about how big your dick is;) Just don't forget I have a little bit of a thing for you. I honestly thought you had a thing for me too, but I guess not because you were flirting with her. You probably think I'm dumb and you probably don't understand this blog and why I do what I do. Lets just say this is my "real talk." I would encourage you to join, but you might be to busy flirting with my best friend...
Why does this always happen to me. There is a guy and me and then....you know what screw this. He just told me he likes her...I'm done.

Monday, October 1, 2012

Worst nightmare

So you know that moment when you find out that someone likes the guy you have been crushing on for a while...well I found out at homecoming. I noticed that a girl looked like she was going to cry, so I went and asked her if she was ok. It turns out that it was because the guy she liked was dancing with another girl. When I looked over to see who see was pawning over...it was him. Now I have no chance at all. Not like I had a chance before, but she is beautiful and well lets face it I look like I came out of a rats ass. Now I have to stop liking him, or I will feel horrible.